~deviousangel16

So, I went to a college campus on saturday and the admission counselors began to tell me all of these things that I need to do to get into this college, the list was a freakin' mile long! Anybody who knows my mom can probably guess what her reaction to this will be...now I have to sign up for another AP class (I thought senior year was supposed to be a tiny bit easier) and then I have to get two recommendation letters.

Of course, it doesn't help that my mom reminds me to do this every five seconds and then she begins to think of other problems that we might have and voicing them out loud (I swear if I hear one more thing about money issues I WILL cry) but lets look on the bright side... I have something new to worry about every five seconds.

I also have to finish 11 in school hours for BETA. and then I have a book report that I have to finish by 4-24, and I haven't read the book for it (I hate Mrs. Walker). Also, I have to study for competition.... and my god I just want a break!!!!!!!

Now all I can think about is how afraid I am to leave the safety of high school, and what if I don't get into the college I want! Then I worry that I will lose contact with my friends and I REALLY want to stay in touch with SOME of them. And to top it all off, I still can't figure out how to use the freakin' emotion things on the messages!!